Now i’m proud to say

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TALK TO MY HAND, BABY!

Throw it away, forget yesterday

Hmmmm.. Healing & healing until this second. Yaayaya after cried baby ass when last wednesday, i feel (a little) better now. Billion thanks to God, i got those sweet & pretty new best friends who always cheer me up when i have trouble. And we did some silly photos and of course with my puffy & watery eyes :p

setii wants pudgier cheek & i want little eyes :p

FUN FACT:

  • Guess, who was called with nickname such asĀ  oca, toa, toling & tiktok?
  • Hmm don’t you see my puffy eyes, all? :p
  • I was half giggled and cried while taking these photos.
  • Last, I still like J no matter what he did to me. I’m stuck on him.

Utopia sings,

KUAJAK KAU MELAYANG TINGGI DAN KUHEMPASKAN KE BUMI KUMAINKAN SESUKA HATI LALU KAU KU TINGGAL PERGI

that’s what i feel now, being ignorance again and again :’(

He is my enthusiasm

Sometime we, as human kind, must find an enthusiasm. So do i. I thought that i already find it. Or maybe i can say, Him. Just like today. I felt very sick because of my period and almost got bloody-angry-mood because of a grumpy friend. Then pang… I saw him. We didn’t talk as much as usual (like when i was dinner with him). Only say hello & smiled at each other. Mood recharge, i thought. After that, everything was back normally for me. No bloody-angry-mood (but still felt sick –”) again. Thanks for being my enthusiasm, Mr. J :)